While I'm sitting here at the school library, I thought I'll just post something short. It's been a while, and I think I just got lazy. After what happened half a year ago, I think I just stopped bothering about so many things I was involved in. Besides, I'm getting used to wasting my time *sigh*
I really was hoping to update this journal a while back and restart on my novel, however, I'm reluctant to do so because I'm starting to lose my plot bunnies. With the exception of three of them who are going to stick with me until my cravings for vampires, angels and demons die out for good. I'm also toning down on drawing, especially CG, which I consider a very bad thing seeing as I'm working on compete with Heise *lol* Such arrogance on my end.
I know this is pretty much just a post to ramble, and I want to apologize to a few of my friend on lj since I haven't been around lately. But I hope you all know I still love you all *kiss kiss*
Well, I'm going to finish my paper and then go to the beach later. I came to UCI because it's close to the beach, but ever since school started this year, I still haven't been to the beach... *hmmm* thus I ponder if I really love the beach as much as I say I do.
Either way, I hope I can be back more often in the future. Now with a mac and a partition, I have both the mac side and the xp side, I'm used to doing work via the mac side, and I hardly use the xp, which means I can't us photoshop for CGs nor can I go on to IRC as often. I do really regret that, but I do try *sigh* No I don't.
I'll work on whatever I can to get back from time to time, but rl is really taking me apart.
Well... Enough rambling, hopefully, next time things will get better :)

I would like to take this time to say that I have actually made it on time as of CA time before 12AM, the present for Iron dog, So Happy B-Day DEAR! *Yay*
Seriously, when I realized 2 days ago that her birthday was coming up, I realized that I had to pull my lazy ass to work and finish that drawing I wanted to give her as a suprise.
Thank Lucifer that it's finally done, and it's not all that bad. LOL. I think Iron dog should know this is from the BBE series, although I don't remember the chp, but this is a Hakuyuu (Typo again, I guess) and Hakkai one. I think it should be 24, 25, or 26 :/ And Darn it I want it post now! So I won't be checking. LOL
I also Hope that the email gets send over. Will be working on it.
Now... Back to my dead self
Oh... Before I forget, the present
http://s127.photobucket.com/albums/p150/Yuukiba/?action=view&current=Present.jpg
since lj is being a mean b*tch and won't let me upload pictures... this is the best I can do T__T

I'm the maintainer of Kadaj_lucifer which you joined. I'm sorry to tell you this, but I was going to delete this group because it should be inactivated *sigh*. I never did that because I got confused and almost deleted my other group as well. I'm sorry for the misunderstanding. And if you would like, I think the group that you might have wanted to join should be http://community.livejournal.com/yaoi_fantasy/ It has the same content, except for the fact that it's active. If you would like to do so, please follow the rules and join the group. I will be glad to add you. Thank you very much and sorry for the misunderstanding.
Your truly,
Mika

P.S How do I delete this group?

Yes, I get my compy back. Hopefully things goes alright for a while now. *sigh* Now I'm quite sure I did make a few promises of things. The first order of business, finish my translation. *lol* I'll neglect the long missing updates. I shall be catching up with my cgs and my promised artworks. I think I had to do 2 doujins *lol* Will be on them soon enough
It's nice to be back :)

Because of recent family issues, I suppose I'm going to be out of commission for quite some time. I'll try to get myself back soon *lol* until everything gets settled at home, I really am not sure if I can actually get back. *pinches self* Working on things though. Life really suck and guess I need to get off my ass and hope that things turn out for the best. *mutters* I'll get back to my drawings soon enough. Yes, I know, I promised many people I would be doing that but never got a chance to. When I'm at home, I'll do more things by hand so don't mind me. Hopefully things settle sooon enough and I would be back *hugs all friends*

Okay then, this one is still part of my collection of the tattooed babes *it's much loved* Yes, I did say I would do one on feilong simply because I did Hallwil, and what the heck, we all know I love them just the same. I'm a very fair person after all *snickers* Yeah, right.
Anyways, this one turned out better than expected. It took about 4 hours, with no breaks in between. Yes, I didn't take a break and managed to finish it all today. Hooray for me. *more guys to drool on?*
Anyhoo, the preview still has a tattoo on *lol* Come on, there is a reason why it's in that series. However, just to make sure that the tattoo doesn't become the cause of confusion, I also saved a version before the addition of the tattoo. That might look much more like Feilong. Still, I truly thought that this tattoo is very matching.
*Preview*



Somehow the bigger version makes him look really really feminine, but *sigh* I really really tried. I'll see if i get time in the future to make him look less feminine

( the tattooed version & the original version )

Well, comments? Does this one look more like Feilong than my previous one on Hallwil? I think so *lol* I always think differently than most people

Well, I'm on a roll here aren't I? Here is another CG. I have this depressing feeling that I'm not getting much better. *pokes the eye* But then again, you are making me feel more accomplished. For some reason, the eyes always turns out okay, where as the rest of the face doesn't *sigh* But there is a hair improvement what not.
This was suppose to be another one of my tattoo eye series, however, I got side tracked maybe? The guys looks a lot like Hallwil from Crimson Spell. Even the eye color is found on one colored page (though it needs to be verified, because it really looks strange). But now he's got a TATTOO! Good for him (or not)
here is the preview

Then comes the disaster. As we all know from my two previous post on my journal, it's always a disaster. *sigh* But it'll have to do *lol* The cut is to make sure that no one's eyes would get hurt
( so... here is the mess )
Thoughts anyone? comments on whether or not it looks like Hallwil? I thought he does, of course, without the tattoo that is, but the tattoo makes him sexier doesn't it? *ponders*

Internet thus lives!
*lol* Okay, dear Cheza-Chan, xxtorturedxx, I'm sorry, but I don't know how to do all the fansy stuff, so you will have to bear with me here *lol*
Happy b-day, and I hope I finished this on time hon :3
With lots of love, I present you
the preview


Yes, you have to click the linky. Personally, let's just say that "the eye" is the best. *shrugs* So I'm nuts
May you have a nice year and lots more happy days to come *hugs*
( So here is the bigger one with a nose again, but no mouth, I tried but it turned out... )
Comments will make me happy :)

What does your drawing say about YOU?

Okay, for the most part it is true, but i'm not a very happy little person! *stares at self in the mirror.* Nope, just feel so depressed sometimes that I thought maybe I would like to see a sunny day :p

so I did expect this... But not that much for social, we should all know that I lack social abilities :p

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Literature Nerd   Does sitting by a nice cozy fire, with a cup of hot tea/chocolate, and a book you can read for hours even when your eyes grow red and dry and you look sort of scary sitting there with your insomniac appearance? Then you fit this category perfectly! You love the power of the written word and it's eloquence; and you may like to read/write poetry or novels. You contribute to the smart people of today's society, however you can probably be overly-critical of works. It's okay. I understand.
Artistic Nerd
Anime Nerd
Drama Nerd
Social Nerd
Musician
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

Okay, so i'm a freaking "eye whore" what ever that is. I love eyes, and bite me, I love drawing them too. Okay, I admit, I love long pretty hair, but I don't know how to color them, so :p. I'm a total depression to myself and I suck. Oh well, too bad.
At least I hope that this little thing that I did in 3 hours (?) is a good enough entertainment for myself and friends for the next few days.
Yes! It's actually original! He came from Hubby Lucifer's pakage last night. Lucifer keeps on telling me that hell is crowded, and instead of kicking people out, because they won't leave on their dead soul, he had to start kicking angels out. I told him sooner or later, he will be on the kick roll, but *shrugs*
I keep on rambling these days, but then it's probably because I have so much work to do. I end up writing too much fics and never have time for anything else. It's a pain in the ass sometimes to do all things at once and not sleep. Okay, I'm sure I could bitch my way until next year if I wanted to, but... no one want to listen to ramblings. So...
here is a preview



This baby is purely done on cg, I am proud. You should see the hand sketched one... But it's too small for scanning, and it's on my STatistic notes. *sigh* But omg! Did he have gorgeous hair *dies*

( So this is the uncut version which is bigger, and uglier, but has a nice nose )

Yeah, I'm pitiful, I need to get back to my paper now, they were due two days ago, and I'm still yanking my way through it now *dies* I really hope that I can just find myself a job or... If someone (stares at Lucifer) would get me home, then I won't whine this much. (Eyes Satan at the same time)

I need comments! *begs* Feedbacks please! If you know how to draw cg, please help me! I'm desperate here!!! *teary*

I just finished this, more or less to have something to be added to my newly founded lj community. Never understood why I always tried to make my life hectic like that...
Please, everyone who is my friend, be kind and pop by, I would be glad if you join. Some one want to help me out as a mod?

I did this by myself this week, which almost killed all my sleeping time. But I think it's kind of worth it.
My first CG! ^^ please be kind and comment. I need criticisms too, thank you!

Feilong only <3
( feilong )

I just finished this, more or less to have something to be added to my newly founded lj community. Never understood why I always tried to make my life hectic like that...
Please, everyone who is my friend, be kind and pop by, I would be glad if you join. Some one want to help me out as a mod?
this is one of my first Cgs so please be kind to it. But comments and criticisms are needed!!!

Feilong only <3
( feilong )

Just to make sure that life is on the same page, I'm posting a few pictures scanned from Yamane sensei's art books from view finder.
God, I just found out from my lovely, slow, and confused friend missily thought that aki's hair was gray. Hopefully the following pics would clear out some confusion. I'm also posting some of our beloved fei, although I doubt that anyone don't know his hair color, but, hey, we love fei, so :P

don't ask why the title again, I don't like that pairing, please don't ask me why they are always placed together, because I really don't know. *sobs*
( Fei and aki )

Another picture today. Man I need to do more HW... *Stares at the 20 papers and the bio lab*
Well, I decided to post this for everyone's viewing pleasure. Please be kind to it, I'm a horrible person at doing cg. Hope you all like it, and comments are welcomed.
PS. It's from Haru wo Daiteita

( picture )

I know I've been a baaaaaaaaaaaaaad little girl. Oh yes, I didn't do Missily's picture for a long time. Partially because I was busy, and also because I was fixing compy and collecting backgrounds, etc. Lots of work on my end. *moans*
Well, this one is done. It didn't turn out as good as I thought, forgive me, I suck at doing cg. *shots self* If you want to see the original, it's at missily.
I won't ramble anymore and hope you all like it. Drop a few comments or two and say thanks to missily too.

( cg of Feilong and Aki )

Greed:	Medium
Gluttony:	Medium
Wrath:	High
Sloth:	High
Envy:	Very Low
Lust:	High
Pride:	Medium

Take the Seven Deadly Sins Quiz

I thought I had more pride >.>

You Are 62% Selfish

You put your own needs first, figuring if you don't take care of yourself, who will? While this is a good philosophy to have, it wouldn't hurt you to be a tad more giving.

A little more realistic now, but i'm not ooooooooooooooverly selfish that much am I? maybe just arrogant? narssist

You Are Teal Green

You are a one of a kind, original person. There's no one even close to being like you. Expressive and creative, you have a knack for making the impossible possible. While you are a bit offbeat, you don't scare people away with your quirks. Your warm personality nicely counteracts and strange habits you may have.

Lies... either this is a lie, or I am a lie, one of us is false... *kicks the quiz*

Try it and see if you get better results *which i doubt*

Title: Rare Find
Series: ...View Finder (Naked Truth)
Pairing: Feilong... (the other is a secret, read on)
Rating: NC-17 (be warned) No, i won't say no more
Type: Fanfic (possible continuation)
Disclaimer: I own everthing except Feilong ==
Author's summary: Just read it, for god's sake. I promise if you finish it, you won't regret it. (maybe i just say that, but still) FINISH it!!!! I promise there is a twist... that's rather interesting (noted by my beta)

I died and I still have more work to do. Please don't hate me if you don't like the person that Feilong chose. He liked the person and told me so... (maybe not) *sees fei aiming a gun at me* Well, hope you all like this :)
A Hugeeeeeeeeeee Thanks to my lovely beta Kaz :)

( Rare Find )

I don't know if this will continue or not, but i do have something from Yuuki's POV... *still contemplating*